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Friday, August 18, 2006

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:56:42 GMT

i am: standing at crossroads, my direction undecided.
i think: too much about useless things.
i know: itz time to grow up and start shaping my life.
i want: a pet dog.
i have: a perfect family, wonderful friends
i wish: to find a place i can really call home.
i loath: rumours and those that spread them.
i miss: Hong Kong.
i fear: being alone.
i feel: excited yet nervous.
i hear: my mum wanting me to change my chinese name.
i smell: a new beginning.
i see: opportunities waiting for me.
i desire: stabilty.
i crave: chocolates and sweet things.
i seek: a greater power that i can relate to.
i wonder: how powerful love can be.
i regret: being lazy.
i love: life and the joys it brings.
i hate: wen i feel noone understands me.
i ache: for completeness.
i long: for people that care to be proud of me.
i care: more than most people think.
i always: sleep.
i don't: take my life for granted.
i can: do what i am determined to.
i believe: destiny can b changed by the choices i make.
i dance: like noone's watching.
i sing: only around people i'm comfortable with.
i cry: over the past.
i run: n hide instead of facing my problems.
i write: to capture moments.
i win: everyday that i'm happy.
i lose: myself with no goal.
i never: say never.
i confuse: people with my mandarin.
i realize: actions are more important than words.
i listen: to others, but make my own decisions.
i expect: faith and trust.
i should: get back to work.

Makes me wonder what the rest of England's up to with their prince behaving this way...

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 00:12:37 GMT

if even the prince --lol, the future king? -- is acting like this.. what does it say for the rest of the men in England then? just glad i'm out of there...

So much for the myth of the typical english man acting like a gentlemen....! don't even know if men that can be called gentlemen exists in england anymore... mostly jst drunks in pubs/clubs...

oh... with an exception to 'some' guys i know...

Friday, July 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 00:50:11 GMT

i quit.. or at least try.

Go italy...~!

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 05:12:34 GMT

hahaha, my first entry for the World Cup.. too bad england didn't make it, but at least my other fav. team did..! Think i started getting into football coz of them.. lol.. wonder why.

hmm...

mmmmmmmmmmm....

Friday, May 12, 2006

Fri, 12 May 2006 10:37:17 GMT

Found this online.. when it comes to life, romance, or dealing with others.. sometimes advice taken from different professions can apply. The principles of flow applied, how happiness and success in one area applies to others as well...

Think like a stockbroker:
Don't wait for things to totally plummet to get out of something that you know in your heart is not working. Trust your instincts: When you sense things rapidly losing their value, the sooner you get out, the less the damage will be. And the sooner you'll have the chance (and the wherewithal) to re-invest in something that offers more gain.

Think like a baseball player:
You have to be willing to hit a lot of strikes if you want to hit home runs.

Think like an architect:
You have to make sure you first focus on building a sturdy foundation—one that will last, even through earthquakes and other unexpected acts of God (as they say in the business). Always make sure your foundation is a much more important priority than the exterior.

Think like a marketer:
Don’t try to sell kiwis to a shoe store. Don’t try to buy kiwis in a shoe store. Some people don’t want what you have to offer. Some people don’t have what you need.

Think like a gardener:
You must accept that some plants are only meant to live a certain time within a certain season. If you try to make them live longer, you will be a bad gardener.

Think like a lawyer:
Lawyers know that the one who wants the negotiation to succeed the most has the least amount of power in the negotiations.

Think like an entrepreneur:
In a competitive market, you must always be different in some way. And if you cannot be different, you need to be the same, but better. The good news: The general rule is that your product or service only needs to be 20% better in order to beat the competition. The even better news: Sometimes great packaging can compensate—and you can indeed get away with not being different or better at all!

Think like a race-car driver:
Race-car drivers know that you never look at the thing you don’t want to squoosh your race car into—because wherever you’re looking is exactly where your race car aims itself. So if all you’re looking at are all the dangers and bad things that you could smack into, then those dangers and bad things will be exactly what you smack into.

Think like a dog trainer:
Dog-trainers warn about a little something called flight-and-chase behavior. If your dog runs away from you, the worst thing in the world is to run after it. The dog will only run away faster. Instead, you must remain calm. The animal can sense the fear and anxiety in you. Act like you’re having lots of fun. The animal just wants be where the fun is.

Jill...

Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:57:32 GMT

Janice's younger sister... different style and slightly thinner & prettier... though not as cute.. i quite like her...jill's pretty hot i think, though i think janice's slow songs suit hong kong more.. we'll see.

oh, n no.. a song's jst a song, no other meaning... heehehe... not targeting anyone in particular.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 10:22:46 GMT

a reaction game.. i got lucky n got 9413 with 96 squares..

http://games.flabber.nl/squares2sheep/

Monday, April 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 19:43:48 GMT

gotta check this out, the new song from the new movie ÖÁ×ðŸoÙ‡. funny in a very gay kinda way... hope no one finds it cool coz if this is the beginning of a new trend in hk, it'll make hk a very sad place.

http://solar.servebbs.com/phpBB/files/cheng22_454.wmv

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 16:27:47 GMT

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"Say what you do, do what you say."

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 11:48:28 GMT

Many things are easy to say, but much harder to follow... so if you can't do it, then don't say it.

The first half, by saying what you do, encourages u to carefully reflect on what u do, make sure itz what u want to do, before stating what it is that you want to do. this is the easy part, and now with the second half... do what you say, implies that you are committed to ur beliefs and actually follows them, perhaps even ensure that u follow them. This is the heart of process thinking: deciding to work a certain way, and then actually doing it.

The key thing is: what you say must correctly express what you want do, then you must go ahead and do excatly that. Never say it if you don't mean it. And never say something you don't understand, or sth which doesn't reflect your own behavior or thoughts.

If you live this way, others will have an easy time dealing with you and you'll also have an easy time dealing with urself. This is the first step to becoming a more responsible, trustworthy & respectable person.