i am: standing at crossroads, my direction undecided.
i think: too much about useless things.
i know: itz time to grow up and start shaping my life.
i want: a pet dog.
i have: a perfect family, wonderful friends
i wish: to find a place i can really call home.
i loath: rumours and those that spread them.
i miss: Hong Kong.
i fear: being alone.
i feel: excited yet nervous.
i hear: my mum wanting me to change my chinese name.
i smell: a new beginning.
i see: opportunities waiting for me.
i desire: stabilty.
i crave: chocolates and sweet things.
i seek: a greater power that i can relate to.
i wonder: how powerful love can be.
i regret: being lazy.
i love: life and the joys it brings.
i hate: wen i feel noone understands me.
i ache: for completeness.
i long: for people that care to be proud of me. 
i care: more than most people think.
i always: sleep.
i don't: take my life for granted. 
i can: do what i am determined to.
i believe: destiny can b changed by the choices i make.
i dance: like noone's watching.
i sing: only around people i'm comfortable with.
i cry: over the past.
i run: n hide instead of facing my problems.
i write: to capture moments.
i win: everyday that i'm happy.
i lose: myself with no goal.
i never: say never.
i confuse: people with my mandarin.
i realize: actions are more important than words.
i listen: to others, but make my own decisions.
i expect: faith and trust.
i should: get back to work.

Makes me wonder what the rest of England's up to with their prince behaving this way...

if even the prince --lol, the future king? --  is acting like this.. what does it say for the rest of the men in England then? just glad i'm out of there...

So much for the myth of the typical english man acting like a gentlemen....! don't even know if men that can be called gentlemen exists in england anymore... mostly jst drunks in pubs/clubs...

oh... with an exception to 'some' guys i know...

Go italy...~!

hahaha, my first entry for the World Cup.. too bad england didn't make it, but at least my other fav. team did..! Think i started getting into football coz of them.. lol.. wonder why.

hmm...

mmmmmmmmmmm....

Found this online.. when it comes to life, romance, or dealing with others.. sometimes advice taken from different professions can apply. The principles of flow applied, how happiness and success in one area applies to others as well...

Think like a stockbroker:
Don't wait for things to totally plummet to get out of something that you know in your heart is not working. Trust your instincts: When you sense things rapidly losing their value, the sooner you get out, the less the damage will be. And the sooner you'll have the chance (and the wherewithal) to re-invest in something that offers more gain.

Think like a baseball player:
You have to be willing to hit a lot of strikes if you want to hit home runs.

Think like an architect:
You have to make sure you first focus on building a sturdy foundation—one that will last, even through earthquakes and other unexpected acts of God (as they say in the business). Always make sure your foundation is a much more important priority than the exterior.

Think like a marketer:
Don’t try to sell kiwis to a shoe store. Don’t try to buy kiwis in a shoe store. Some people don’t want what you have to offer. Some people don’t have what you need.

Think like a gardener:
You must accept that some plants are only meant to live a certain time within a certain season. If you try to make them live longer, you will be a bad gardener.

Think like a lawyer:
Lawyers know that the one who wants the negotiation to succeed the most has the least amount of power in the negotiations.

Think like an entrepreneur:
In a competitive market, you must always be different in some way. And if you cannot be different, you need to be the same, but better. The good news: The general rule is that your product or service only needs to be 20% better in order to beat the competition. The even better news: Sometimes great packaging can compensate—and you can indeed get away with not being different or better at all!

Think like a race-car driver:
Race-car drivers know that you never look at the thing you don’t want to squoosh your race car into—because wherever you’re looking is exactly where your race car aims itself. So if all you’re looking at are all the dangers and bad things that you could smack into, then those dangers and bad things will be exactly what you smack into.

Think like a dog trainer:
Dog-trainers warn about a little something called flight-and-chase behavior. If your dog runs away from you, the worst thing in the world is to run after it. The dog will only run away faster. Instead, you must remain calm. The animal can sense the fear and anxiety in you. Act like you’re having lots of fun. The animal just wants be where the fun is.